A bit Troubled?

What's bothering ye?

Well, lots of things are bothering me. Wanna know what are those things?

FIRSTLY, my busy high school life plus hectic schedules too. We have this NCAE in which we are obliged to have a self review which is not a good idea! This is so tiring since I am still a junior not a senior! BUT it's alright, I'm enjoying the struggle because for sure College will be much worse than what I'm experiencing right now.

SECONDLY, my social life sucks. I'm stuck at home. I got little hangouts with my friends. I have no money. I can't buy what I want. My mom gave me limited time hanging out with friends. No load. This is so bad. What to do?

THIRDLY and lastly, my quiet home creep me out. It's me, my mom and my sister & our maid are the only ones living in our house. How cool is that? Well it’s not cool at all. Sometimes it's peaceful that you could only hear the clock tick-tock. Too much silence is not good. You know what Boredom is recently becoming my buddy and he's not even kind to me.

Heaven

Stairway to Heaven

Everybody wants to go to heaven but nobody wants to die. Everybody is curious what heaven looks like. Yeah, I wonder what Heaven looks like. Will there be angels welcoming you? Will there be guards guarding the gate of the Kingdom of heaven? Will there be a chance that you can meet your old friend or relative who died? Will there be angels singing and dancing around you? Will there be a rainbow? Are you surrounded of green grass and blue skies? Will there be day and night? Is there any place you can stay? Instead of walls is it covered by thick clouds? Can you have your own territory? Do you have your own privacy? (What a silly questions but really what's life in Heaven? hmm I really wonder)

Well, we can't answer those questions unless we go to heaven and that is if we die. I don't want to die yet. I want to visit Heaven but I don't know how

Young Love

Young love

Why? Why is it that children (from 12-15 years) nowadays are acting so mature when they're so immature and dependent when it comes of handling their own problems? Why is it that young teenagers nowadays are in a hurry of growing up? Why is it that young teenagers nowadays are involving themselves of having a relationship with an opposite sex at their early age? What's with love that you're in a hurry of having a relationship with an opposite sex? I'm a bit confused.

I have just noticed that children in today's generation are in a hurry of being in love. This topic really made me shocked. Recently I heard some news that a 12-year-old kid got pregnant. Yes, too early for her age. Just imagine a child having her own child without any idea how to raise one. Luckily her parents supported her and the baby but even though still this will ruin her future. One thing that crossed my mind: Does being in love with an opposite sex and seeking true love's meaning at your early age will help and make your future better? Is Love really can't wait that you have to do the action to look for it and seek its true meaning? I guess No is the answer of the questions I asked. Recently I've read posts on Facebook about love from school age children & that made me want to ask them (if only I can), Do they really understand what the quote meant? Do they really understand what they're posting about love? It’s Flirting at a very young age which is not good. Maybe having a friend with an opposite sex will do but having a relationship at a very young age is not good really not good.

Just an advice to those people: Don't be in a hurry. Love can wait. Love will come if it’s the right time. Enjoy your childhood life because for sure when you become an adult you would want to go back to being a child.

PS: And I guess your thought that love is what you're feeling right now is not what you call love thats what we call crush. It's normal. Don't exaggerate your feelings. K? hehehe